My Choosen Pathway :D

Assalamualaikum. Alhamdulillah dada aku dah lapang sekarang.

Rasa macam dah tak terbeban dah. Lately ni rasa kemurungan yang melampau nak demam pon ada. What make me feeling that hectic was about the choices tht Im gonna choose whether Accountancy or Medicine. Dua2 aku suka actually. Im a flexible person. I love to learn anything and love to accept anything (except engineering cause I hate physic).

Instead of making a review about those two background studies, my parents also help me to choose. They about to call all their friends that were in those background and nasihat me about the careers. Alhamdulillah Im about to have a crystal clear about those massive jobs. Thanks to the seniors also that help me to figure out the choices. I really appreciate it.

If I were choosen to take Accountancy. I don’t have any basic actually. Nanti aku akan grad degree as an accountant biasa no chartered. So kalau nak ikutkan ramai dah accountant biasa. So If I were to pursue more to be chartered there will be much of exam papers that I have to pass. More work to do. More things to do. Complex. And furthermore this career is in a corporate world. My mom sendiri cakap (she is an accountancy grad) masa dia buat kerja dia asyik kene tipu2 je masa buat report financial sebab nak puaskan hati orang atas. Kerja Accountant (bukan semua) macam kotor sikit. Kene baik bawak diri. Entah laa. Mengikut pengalaman semua yang aku telefon, dia kata senang je nak grad tapi tuu lah nak dapat higher position tu kene pandai main2 politik sikit. So itu adalah pendapat aku pasal account. But if You were to take it don’t believe what I said. Its ony gonna bring you down. Hahaha believe in yourself if you think it is worth for you.

And If I were choosen to take Medicine. Kerja mulia sangat mulia. Ilmu sains ni dapat mendekatkan diri aku dengan Pencipta aku. Ilmu yang terdapat dalam Al Quran. Anything about you. Aku masa tengah sakit2 aku ada gak cakap dalam hati. Cepat a blaja medic nak tahu pasal penyakit aku ni. Tapi tu aah satu je kelemahan aku. Aku takut. Takut fail. Memang la aku nampak tough. Infact everyone said I can do it. But the truth is only on me. Belajar susah Kerja lagi susah. Tak de life. But then I read Diagnosis and Diangnosis 2. Doktor2 tu semua cakap memang tak da life. Tapi disebalik tu ada life bagi die org adalah melihat patient bangkit membuka mata dan mengucapkan terima kasih kepada mereka. Haih na nanges baca. Lagi satu things that I most fear is to see the patient dead and nak2 lagi aku yang silap diagnose. Haih tu lah aku takut nak jadi doctor.

Tapi tak pa ramai cakap it only take passion and patient towards your credibility. So after Istikarah 3 hari berturut2. Aku yakin dengan path yang aku pilih iaitu Medic. Ramai orang cakap susah tough bagai. But they cant make me down. Cause I know Allah is always with me. Semoga pilihan aku ini dipermudahkan. Semoga ramai beri aku kekuatan than make me down. Jangan lah semua org cakap susah2. For me macam SPM. Senior dulu cakap SPM susah dik! But then boleh je aku grad dari STJ with flying colors. Bukan nak cakap besar tapi fact. Its funny how people that never through this medic path cakap susah2. Ah bukan kau pernah blaja pon nak cakap bende susah. Belum cuba belum tahu babe.

Preparation of medical student :D

Aku amik pilihan ni sebab pilihan aku dari kecik. Walaupon sikit rasa terbeban tapi Allah kana de. Lagi satu aku nak jadi Doctor pertama dalam family (sebab dua2 belah family tak de doctor lagi). And lagi satu aku nak gembirakan ayah and mama yg nak sgt aku jadi doctor. Macam Fansuri cakap. Kekuatan dia adalah mak dia. Walaupon aku downkan dia tak yah amik medic( jahat gak aku) tapi instinct dia kata. Mak dia nak dia jadi doctor. Dia kata abang2 dia Berjaya sebab ikut cakap mak dia so dia pon nak jadi macam tu jugak. So I felt inspired laa jugak hahhaa.

So this is my choice, evethough blaja dekat India x seglamour blaja dekat new Zealand tapi nil ah pilihan aku, Seoga aku terus dapat inspired others and hopefully I can succesfuly grad from medical school and tulis buku maca penulis2 diagnosis. Till then Assalamualaikum :D

Nanti I share cerita I yang selanjutnya. InsyaAllah hehehe.

ADIOS :3