Something ends because there is something better lined up in the future

Something ends because there is something better lined up in the future

Wednesday, 25 February 2015

Movies that Inspired me

hellowwwww :D

so masa mereput duduk rumah, tunggu result semua ade laaa 
watching movies sekadar mengisi leisure time
so for me dahhh banyak cerita aku tengok cannot count ade laaa 
lebih drpd 10 bawah drpd 50 laa jugak

so aku suka cerita yg sgt inspiring tau...because when we watch them
kita pon nak jadi mcm die org aku suka cerita real mcm mana org tu jatuh bangun
dalam hidup dia (actually semua genre cerita aku minat)
so I would like to share laaa movies yg 
very inspiring me 

1
The Social Network

its about how Mark Zukerberg yang muda setahun jagung tuh
boleh run a website yg perghhh *dulu* laaa pernah glamor
Facebook 
smpai gaduh ngn bestfriend dia naik turun lawyer
best sgt2 
lagi satu sebab best sebab ade Andrew Garfield tu yang laku tuh
"The toughest time tests in life dont happen in toughest time but after"
~Mark Zukerberg~



2
The Theory Of Everything

its about Stephen Hawking life. cite ni sedeyh laaa
sebab dia jatuh sakit and ade penyakit Nueron Motor Disease
and how about seorang isteri yg sanggup jaga dia sebab cintakan dia
and jeles laaa tengok otak dia yg gifted tuhhh....
best sgt2 citer niyhhh must watch
cite niyh bukan utk org nerd jeee
"However difficult life may seem, there is always something you can succeed at"
~Stephen Hawking~ 



3
Jobs

its about Steve Jobs yang run Apple company
its about cemana dia rampas balik hak dia rampas balik idea dia
yang org lain curi. Dah laa x de sape nak percayakan dia masa dia ckp
dia nak buat fon and laptop yg nipis. Semua kata dia gila.
At the same time idea dia tuh manyak bagus
" The people who are crazy enough to think that they can change the world are the ones who do"
~Steve Jobs~



4
The Wolf of Wall Street

its about founder of Wallstreet , a street -brooker Jordan Belfort
dia niyh perangai ntah ape2 sikit but mindaaa dia utk capai matlamat tuh shetail
cerita niyh 18sx laaa jugak tapi try to think from the bright side laaa
macam mana dia manage syarikat WallStreet tuh.
" The only thing standing between you and your dream is a bullshit story
you keep telling yourself as to why you cant achieve it"
~Jordan Belfort~ 


5
Foxcatcher

hmmm boleh tahan laaa bosan tapi dia pasal mcm mana group of wrestler
dia ditaja oleh John Du Pont org kaya
so die org start laah menempah nama 
pelakon dia Channing Tantum



So nak tahu lagi banyak cerita yg genre biography klik ke --->

thats all from me
May you be inspired and inspiring :D

ADIOS :3

Sunday, 15 February 2015

KYSB NZCAP Camp experianced

HaloooHalooo
Assalamualaikum here there...
actually today was a tiring day as today is the day >.<
 so here it is. hmmm where to start?

So I got a call from Idk maybe from the KYS officer kot. They were inviting me for NZCAP Camp
and I was "Huh?" , "How did you get my number?" , "NZ whattt?"

so they told me that my counselor had list down the ntah laa what list
so they was offering these guys. So i tell myself why not kann percuma kot Country resort ah layan je
KYS kot budak2 kaya and so on in my mind
aku pon mcm nak x nak je pergi sebab x de kawan until I know that Wan my classmate pergi
kat situ hm budak2 quite speaking eng aku x nk bajet ann I just want down to earth
buat ape bajet2 kau nk cari kawan kot. so maybe manglish jee la
ade tuh speaking 24 jam haha. tapi x de laa aku nk ckp budak2 speaking ni bajet
they did a good job instead and good culture also. Act, banyak pros n cons
tetibe debate lak kann haha ok continue

so dup dup until the day of 14th Feb I came to Ayer Keruh Country Resort
then isi borang semua and masa tgh beratur tetibe Acap tegur 
and theres another representative from STJ haha so usha2 lagi
hmmmm Hampa. 3org je yg ade so I was the only girl
its okayh Im making a good friends there they were so kind
rata2 kat sini budak MRSM and SBP ade la sikit Kluster School n SMK
cuak gak first2 alaa nak takut ape we are buddies dont be too offend and dont clasify people  

ok so lupa nak cakap 
APAKAH KYSB NZCAP Camp?
Kolej Yayasan Saad Business School New Zealand Chartered Accountancy Program
its about 7 years of study that persue in Chartered Account course 
then you will experience study in New Zealand
paham dok?

one of the ice breaking session : First Impression- i think on the left are honest and the right are way to clinch 
its about two days one night prog je
so first day after registration ade briefing la pasal New Zealand  by Mr. Rod he was really funny
origin from NZ and lecturer to KYSB actually ramai gile mat saleh jadi lecturer KYSB which is good to the students to learn about mat salleh technic in studies 
and learn about NZ culture best laa alaa mcm org asli malaysia (sama je)
then kite org ice breking and form 14 groups. Iwas the fifth group

Sorry guys dapat jumpa mana yang sempat je sebelom balik
During Colgate Game
bercakap pasal group, nak puji sikit ah groupmate
Nice Caring Baik Awesome Funny Fun haaa sukati kau laa puji diri sendiri cemana
our group name WHAKAMATAKU (in Maori)
Maori is an ethnic in NZ so nk tahu dlm bahasa eng try ah translate
They are :Amir( leader), Anuar, Syamil, Norman, Riduan, Me, Shasha, Farra, Ilya, Aliya, Farha and Sin Chi (just 12 of us)
first patotnya akward tapi kejap jee pastu bising je haha

The roomates- Shasha and Ainin
pastu check in bilik and roomate ngn Shasha n Ainin
best laa perangai gila2 borak2 gosip semua

then after that ade sport aku ingat die org nk test physical ghupenya
hmm main2 je and explorace
firstly main Colgate. In malay proverbs, "bagai menconteng arang...." actually main watercolour cat muka everyone haha kelakar je banyak gelak n mcm pasar je every group
then start explorace enjoy gila lari sana sini masuk pool, joget2, balloons semua
best laaa ngn groupmate semua 

very tiring laaa then tetibe last sekali ade task kene selesaikan solving problems
SELLING YOUR SOUL haa amik kau soalan tuh akak fasi aku ckp masa sem3 nanti baru belajar
then nanti bende niyh kene present dekat depan ngn groupmate
seriously aku masa tuh nak nanges sebab aku bukan otak CA 
puas laa gaduh2 cari jawapan pastu gelabah gila nk tulis kat mahjong paper sebab run of time
makan pon x de selera sebab rushing
then malam tuh ade briefing pasal scholar and pathway CA memang ramai gile sengguk masa tuh
aku haha x tidooo sebab curios sebab tuh nk dgr btol2
then masa kol 11 tuh baru abis briefing tuh and adeke patot nk go on dengan presentation?
"madness heaven sin"-TSwift
then tetibe "Group representation is been cancel. You may be dismiss"
yes and yay and yahoooo 

then esok tuh means harini the formal interview. aku dpt session pagi and kesian sape yg dpt session ptg. pagi tuh pukul 9 kumpul then nama dah start kene panggil. nervous sikit jee
sebab pernah rase mock interview kat sekolah kann so da ready da
and fasi is very nice tua setahun je ensem2 n cantik2
(typical) (amik hati senior) haha

Kak Atiqah and Kak Syira meet them before after registeration
dieorg ah yg halau butterfly drpd perut kite org masa menunngu masa interview
best laa borak n banyak info laa tahu thanks to Abg Shida (aku teringat kat bunny)
And my turn.
satu group 4 org and apparently satu group ngn Aida schoolmate KGV
then Raef (Im not sure his name) and Nasuha
sebaik dpt lambat sebab Interviewer pon da penat n lapar
so they want to make it as easy as they can laa

With the interviewers and my group discussing member
okayh tu baru laaa nervous aku dtg
tapi sumpah aku ckp 
"never judge the book by its cover"
sumpah lepak gila. Klakar and they good in impressing people
btol laa cakap bebudak yg baru abis tuhh fasi pon ckp bende yg sama
so I was about to tell the same thing: wey lepak jeee

korang pembaca was like-"ape soalan dia ape soalan dia  susah tak?"

And it goes like this:

"I quite impress in ur Tour n Recreational club. Could u tell me about it"
(sebab masa tuh aku ckp laa aku Naib pengerusi)
then dia tanya org lain mostly dia tanya pasal dlm borang yg aku isi tuh
tapi nasib la maybe first people yg interview die org akn tnaya pasal tell me about urself ke hape sebab maybe masa tuh banyak masa kann

then, 
"ok pick one tittle and discuss in group tell us when u ready"
so kite org pilih - What is Critical skill thinking? What is the important of critical thinking skills for student?
hakleh haha hahahaha then kite or goreng ah pasal HOTS and pasal soalan SPM yg susah nak mati
tu. tuu jee alaa sekejap je. Pastu da abis kite org borak2 gamble2 but still in Eng la dude
Interviewers pensyarah KYSB ramai origin luar negara ade Ireland Australia NZ and ade laa
 best laa. then yg akn interview 2 org aku dpt Ms SJ (Aussie) and Puan ape tah Malay la
best laaa

then boleh balik aku packing then amik gambar semua tukar no fon
and a lot of friends we met there thats for sure!!!
tetibe rase mcm x nk balik....

With Shasha Amir and Syamil
With Norman Riduan and Farha

okayh these photo masa #photohunt #explorace we had so much fun

with Abg Shida - The Hercules
Shasha Shamil Ilya and Sin Chi 

Lost in the Wood - Farha Farra Norman and Riduan

Going Up Up with Yellow - Anuar Amir Me and Aliya 




P/S:
 to people yang buat research pasal CA  yg KYS punya Camp ni haaa boleh laa rujuk aku yg da berpengalaman niyh OK :) aku tahu mesti korang x tahu ape bende niyh and try google kann. I know cause Im making a same things too. So this is for you laa :D
and one more thing nak tahu lebih lanjut sila klik------->
http://stagelain.blogspot.com/2014/12/new-zealand-chartered-accountancy.html

Lastly best of luck you guys may we be a good CA in the future :D

Thats all from me 
ADIOS :3

Sunday, 8 February 2015

Sembang

Assalamualaikum and salam semua
masa tengah browse instagram;

Kak Heni, "mari sini kakak tengok in boypren farah"
Me, " huh? mana ade boypren. tak main ahh"
Kak Heni, "yelah tu farah"

she's my maid...
dah kawin but bercerai bertahan utk setahun dah ade baby
tapi kene tinggal kat Indon

sungguh lawak lah aku ade boyfriend 
bercinta pon x reti amik hati lelaki pon jarang sekali
aku x reti bersosial niyhhh
tapi bersocial aku reti (huh?) 

berdosa couple2 niyh bukan minat aku
aku nak further study dulu and hope to find my Mr. Right masa dekat oversea
tapi masa aku lower form dulu (cinta monyet)
aku pernah inat kat sorang niyh...
ntah laa I dont have any gut to berterus terang...x reti ahh
membazir masa jee pon and sebab tuh ahhh keputusan peperiksaan aku dulu teruk
sibuk kejar dia tapi dia x kejar kau pn weyh
so masa upper form Im a lover proof hati aku sgt tebal utuk suka kat mana lelaki
bak kata Yuna; "ohh lelaki...Tak gunaaa...ku berikan semuaaa..."~~~
baik study kejar SPM
and masa tuh laa aku terfikir
"waaaahh aku daa matured ahh" 

so my nasihat is:
perassan suka itu fitrah tapi wajarkah kita menyalahgunakan fitrah itu ke
kancah kemaksiatan. Daripada kita membazir masa buang duit dan tenaga
bercinta lebih baik kita gunakan masa itu utk mencari keredhaan Ilahi.
Cari cinta Allah dulu baru seek for cinta manusia.
tak sedeyh ke kau couple pastuh dia putus and tahu2 pulak couple kau secondhand thirdhand
fourthhand orggg
haishhh sedeyh nyeee...

then perbualan diteruskan dengan ;

Me, "kak heni masa Farah naik AirAsia pergi Kelantan kan, Farah tengok ade abg pramugara tuh hensem tahap dewa!"
Kak Heni, "terusan? mengapa tidak mahu berkenalan? minta FB nya ka?"
Me, "haish ape laa Kak Heni niyhh"
Kak Heni, " percuma laa farah ni"
(percuma=siasia)
Sila rujuk : http://nowifeelyoungwildandfree.blogspot.com/2013/11/leaving-kelantan.html

haaah percuma masuk neraka ade laa
alaa hai maid aku ni pon ckp laki hensem jee suh berkenalan...
aku niyh suka perhati jee x suka nak capub2 niyh hensem tahap dewa mana pon 
x de makna dee aku minat

memang laa aku suka tgok org hensem 
hensem kan keindahan Allah so ape salahnya menikmati keindahan Ilahi kaaann
tapi x de laa smpai ank approach buat malu jeee
tapi fact# : aku akan layan drama or movie kalau pelakon dia hensem2 je kbye !

okayhh thats all aku nak kongsi...

ADIOS :3

Handmade aku :D

Assalamualaikum :D
salam semuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

well harini birthday dayana patutnyaa sambut kat Mid Valley
tapi aku x dpt nak join
so harini demi memenuhkan sunday Mama dengan semata matanya
beli oven baru and tmpat bake roti baru
sebab plan kite org nak bukak kedai roti so that bila mama and ayah da jadi pangkat atok
nanti boleh menguruskan perniagaan tuh InsyaAllah

masa hari jumaat harituu berlajarla dgn mak mertua Dr. Zulkifli Mohd al-Bakri
(haaa nangesla kalau x tahu...Mufti tu)
daa alang jadi jiran kann suruh laa dia ajar masak lasagna
pehh memang sedap sangat

ni laa lasagna aku

so dah pandai masak lasagna then mama suruh laa aku cuba masak lasagna 
dgn alasan nak try oven baru...
so I've made it and jadi alhamdulillah
betul laa org cakap air tangan sendiri tuh lagi sedap
sebab kita struggle buat bende tuh and bersungguh2
best la main masak2 tadi. haha skang niyh aku nak memasak sepenuh masa kat umah laa
best jugak masak. And please dont gemuk please please 

Ni laa roti fruit and nut mama

then mama cuba masak roti tadi and its texture was so good lembut
kalah gardenia laaa weyy
so epas niyh sapa nak beli roti boeh pm aku ahhh
so today's activities x membosankan laaa
family bonding bile semua sibok nak masak jugak haishhhh

thats all

ADIOS :3




Saturday, 7 February 2015

Happy Birthday My Bestie !



Assalamualaikum :D
so today is 8 February 2015 a very significant day to
Dayananannananananan....
she means everything to me my bestie my enemy
my friend my bae my step-mother my diary my books my facebook
my internet my transformer alaaa my everything ahhh
just name it...haha

okayh dayana ni je laa yg aku mampu buat untuk kau terharu
nanges guling2 senyum mcm kambing...
dia niyh pemalu bila depan org tapi two faces bila ngn aku hmmm
ayat baik sopan2 sume bertukar kelat
haha mcm tuhh aa dehh....aku malina and raihana and dayana
dah lama jadi kawan baik since f1 lagi
how fast times fly annn kau pon da jadi dewasa daa
tahniah laa 18 dulu drpd aku pastuh dah jadi nenek jangan la pulak Alzheimer
lupa aku haha

since azali dia ramai gile peminat..kadang2
bila aku buat profile picture gambar dia ngn aku mula lahh
"Pm awek di sebelah"
"weyhh dia tuh memang cantik dr kecik ke"
"nak no fon kawan kau tuh"
aduyai aku pon malas nak layan kadang2
cakap jee dia niyh x layan lelaki muka secondhand
terus die org diam haha...well I know well Dayana taste...
(kau jangan nak curi Daler aku weyh)

oh lupa nak citer...
dia niyh jadi favourite budak junior senior pon sama
aku lemas do jadi kawan kau. but for me is enough to protect u >.<
waaahhhhhh touching takkk hahaha
dia niyh mukakacukan siket ntah ahhh darah belanda mana tah
dia akak BADAR perghh berdedikasi gak laa
haha setiausaha laa katakan.
aku terharu kawan ngn dia selalu puji aku comel (tak tahu la betul ke tak)
*tapi aku rase mcm betul*
hahahhahahahahahhahahhaaha

weyh nanti dah berjaya jgn lupa kat aku yg duduk sebelah kau bertahun2
kalau nak kawin jgn lupa ajak aku pengapit
pastuhhh kalau ade party ke ape ke ajak ahh aku
kalau ade ilmu nk kongsi jangan lupa pm aku
tapi kalau masa tuh aku tgh study oversea jgn lupa skype ngn aku

aku sayang kau...kau dengar takk aku sayang kau sebab
kaulaa sahabat pertama yg aku kenal asa kat STJ
banyak rahsia aku kau simpan and banyak rahsia kau aku simpan
jangan lupa kalau aku gaduh ngn sesapa jadilah pendamai antara aku ngn dia
cehhh tetibe touching
(sebenarnya aku nak kau nanges)
NANGES LAA CEPATTTT!!!

so dayana rahman,
Happy Birthday and Sweet 18
nanti dalam wassap aku nak nyanyi untuk kau jangan x dengar lak.... 
tumbuk kau kang  :P

okayh thats all 

“Don't walk behind me; I may not lead. Don't walk in front of me; I may not follow. Just walk beside me and be my friend.” 
― Albert Camus
ADIOS :3




how's your future?

bang bang bang
Assalamualaikum haa terkejut takk hahaha
okayh talk about life.
we are not very perfect to live in it.
senang nak jadi susah dan susah nak jadi senang
#fact

Now talk about F U T U R E
okayh so now dalam kepala aku, 
aku daa takut nak amik medic
betul ckp bapak aku;
"Farah ni susah nak buat keputusan tapi bila sampai keputusan tuh memang betul2 precise"
bapak aku ckp laa x tahu  laa betul tak.
so then aku terminat pulak dekat bidang psychology.
kononnya nak jadi motivator nak motivate org
kawan2 aku ckp aku berpotensi sebab aku suka sgt bercakap
melawan pun suka pun aduii...

tapi a great tentangan from my family entahlaa
abg2 aku ckp amik laa course yg teguh masa pre U
degree nanti buatlaa minor.
betul jugak...tapi nak amik ape?
medic aku daa takut daa sebab susah kemain. budak2 yg snggup
memperjudikan hidup mereka saje yg bleh amik medic niyh
bayangkan:
kau on call pastu x de masa nk built life as a human kau jugak nk kawin
nak honeymoon kau jugak nak jalan2 and many wonders kau nak try (mcm dekat wishlist aku tuh)
and aku rase doktor takkan dpt free time nak buat tuh
hidup mcm robot. then kalau kau silap diagnose penyakit tuh
ntah org tuh berpeluang hidup ke tak. susah bro
tengok tak cerita korea Good Doctor....
hmmm I wish I can be like Park Shi On
eventhough autisme tapi ade kelebihan menghafal yg over sgt tuhh
itu kalau aku cmtuh
ketahuilah ; Im only humannnnnn~~~~


so buat masa sekarang niyh aku tgh busy menilik future 
mengushaa future....
entahlaaa...nak buat istikarah pon x de pilihan lagi
tapi buat jee kalau aku tido awal
hmmm kalau tido lambat mmg x tahu laa bangon pukul berapakan  
UPU pon x isi lagi. takut ahh nk isi. skang niyh tengah alert ngn scholar
yelaa menanti je scholar. Nak blaja overseakan
aku bukan nya Ale`. Kalau ade bapak banyak duit mcm dia pon boleh gak

so nasihat aku:
jangan ikut ckp org sesungguhnya mereka hanya syaitoon haha
do whatever you like
they cannot change you but only you can :)

please doakan aku temui istikarah aku
bukan Mr. Istikarah auuw 
my journey is way too long

masa tuis entry niyh, teringan Ustad Muslimin ckp:
"perempuan niyh blaja pandai2 pon ke dapur jugak, tak mcm tuh Izzati"
peh masa tuh deep laa jugak sebab dia laa pandang aku n whole class watching at me
and I was like "huh?"
sebab maybe dia tgok meja aku tuh serabut ngn perkataan IRELAND kot
semoga ustad x buat kat budak lain ahh
ape laa ustad niyh suka downkan orang...hmmm

thats all from me :)

ADIOS :3