Bismillahirahmannirrahim
"Dear Allah please show me the way...
may this post didnt mix with my emotion and anger"
guys!!
have you heart this word?
BACK STABBER
of course you did
but have you feel someone being a back stabber towards you?
maybe you never feel it
but I DO
and feeling it making you hurt so much
and almost feel to cry everytime you look the stabber face
and more hurt when you know the stabber is the one you trust the most
your only friend
your bestie and so what ever..
the one you share everything
...THIS IS MY STORY...
It happen one night
I remember that night I were feeling great
everything make sense to me..
I became hyper active
but when the thing happen
I felt to broke my tears down
everything funny seemed doesnt funny to me
If you noticed the looked on my face
it became pale and no smile in my face
then when the time I need a shoulder to cry on
when the time I need my mother,
there's no one except my next room friend
RASYIDAH AND ANITA
they console all my tears
and bring back my smile
thanks to them
I remember what Rasyidah said
"Life must go on eventhoug you know the kiamat is tomorrow"
that words make me stop crying and flash back...
and I remember what Anita said:
"maybe Allah give what's the best for you..maybe that thing was not the best for you so Allah take it from you Ferra""
I really hope that my mother with me that night to console me
but it was never...
all I had was them that night...
thanks my friend
That night I found what true friend was like
to my dearest staber:
I dont know how you feel after what had you did to me
maybe a sort of relief
and I know you never want to seek a sorry
so let it be
I wish a pleasent Thank You for you
thank you for all you've done
thank you for ruin my life
and I found that you are not the good friend to me
everytime I browsed our picture I felt want to burnt it
and everytime I saw your face I felt want to kill you
so maybe this friendship will not last longer
GOODBYE
thanks for treating me this way :D
MORAL VALUE TO ME
Fitnah is greater than murder
cause it will kill peoples heart and apparently cause someone drop
and I decide it keep strong wherever I go
and pretend I dont know this show
and be busy with study
This is my decision
and I dont want to talk about it anymore
Adios :D
